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Happy 20th Birthday Nicole
3/23/89








Nikki died Oct. 5, 2005, at her home.
Born March 23, 1989, in Parma, she had been a lifetime Eastlake resident.
Nikki was a student at Eastlake North High School.

Survivors are her mother, Suzanne Smee, her stepfather Kirk Smee; father, Frank Vance Stepmother Patty; sisters, Casey and Erin Vance; stepsisters, Elizabeth and Sarah Smee and Kimberly Jackson; stepbrothers, Christopher Theurer and Brian Kovanitz; grandmothers, Christine Vance and Barbara Kulik; and many aunts, uncles and cousins.
Her grandfathers, Charles Vance and Robert Kulik, are deceased.
She has been laid to rest at  All Souls Cemetery in Chardon Township.










Staring at the Ceiling
By James L Lagoski
©05-19-0







Every night you lie in bed
Staring at the ceiling
Do you realize I absorb
What it is you’re feeling


Don’t let what happened to me
Paint your world black
For what’s done is done
And there’s no turning back


Although we won’t be making
Any future memories
Remember me when I float past
On a sudden summer breeze

Whenever you’re thinking of me
Please put a smile on your face
That helps me to grow stronger
Giving me a warm embrace

Also remember when you sleep
If you see me in your dreams
Reality’s what we believe
Holds us together at the seams

If you feel me in your soul
And hear me in your heart
Believe me when I tell you
We are not that far apart

I know how much it hurt you
There was no time to say good-bye
And I’m sorry for no answer
For all your questions asking why

Know there will come a point
You will completely understand
That all events within this life
Go exactly as they’re planned





This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Nicole "Nikki" Vance who was born in Ohio on March 23, 1989 and passed away on October 05, 2005 at the age of 16. We will remember her forever.



There is a lot coming in the near future to this memorial as we start setup. Sue and I (Kim) are going to be building upon the tributes, information, and photos here as we work together at not only piecing together a memorial for a lovely, incredible young woman...but piecing together the healing that all who loved Nikki, so dearly need.
Nikki was indeed a sweet young woman whose life and presence will be missed greatly and the heavens have added to them another bright star...lighting up in all her enchanting glory as a beautiful soul, each night for us to see.
Please come back soon as we keep adding more. Thank you all who visit and care, for being so supportive and offering your comfort. After all, when all is said and done....love is all that matters. I am honored and greatful that I can be a part of this.
                               ~Kim











This memorial was created by Suzanne's friends at All Poetry.com out of our love and good wishes for her, her beloved daughter Nikki, her husband Kirk, and their entire family.
Love and good memories are what can be shared in these tough times, and we offer this site to the family and all who loved Nikki so that they may share in that together.
We offer our love, blessings, and prayers to you Suzanne and your family, and we are here for you.

Tributes and Condolences
I will always love you   / Kristie Mimms (Close friend )
I cant believe its been 5 years already. It feels like just yesterday I was driving you home from school listening to you talk about Casey's birthday coming up. Little did I know that would be the last time I saw you. I wish you would of given me som...  Continue >>
Happy Easter Nikki   / Mom (Mother)
Oh Nikki you have no idea how much I miss you. Every holiday hurts me so bad, Itry so hard to remember all the beautiful moments we had together in you 16 short years but it is so hard, I want you here, I wanted to see your high school graduation, an...  Continue >>
Happy Easter Nikki   / Mom (Mother)
Oh Nikki you have no idea how much I miss you. Every holiday hurts me so bad, Itry so hard to remember all the beautiful moments we had together in you 16 short years but it is so hard, I want you here, I wanted to see your high school graduation, an...  Continue >>
Three years and still not easier   / Mom
You know Nikki its been three years and it seems like yesterday. Things do not get easier with time, for me it gets harder, I sit and wonder what you would be doing now, and I watch our family fall apart since you took your life. Your sisters are all...  Continue >>
So yeah...   / Erin Stueve (close friend )
I'm sitting here nikki, listening to lovesong by the cure.  thinking about how much you loved this song.   

As it says in the song  "How ever far away, i will always love you..."  reme...  Continue >>
Hey you...  / Camille Mohr (Close Friend )    Read >>
NICOLE VANCE  / We Miss You     Read >>
Thinking of you  / Grandma Barbara (Grandmother)    Read >>
LOVE TO YOU ALL  / GOD BLESS YOU (xoxoxoxo)    Read >>
FOREVER / &. EVER     Read >>
(XOXOXOX) / Love You MOM     Read >>
2 year angel anniversary  / NICOLE     Read >>
The first time we met  / Shawn Wendling (Mom's Friend )    Read >>
Life / Ashley Ranallo (Old Friend )    Read >>
Graduation / Camille Mohr (Friend)    Read >>
More tributes and condolences...
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Her legacy
Im still Here  

I'm Still Here



Mother please don't mourn for me


I'm still here, though you don't see


I'm right by your side each night and day


And within your heart I long to stay


My body is gone but I'm always near


I'm everything you feel, see or hear


My spirit is free, but I'll never depart


As long as you keep me alive in your heart


I'll never wander out of your sight


I'm the brightest star on a summer night


I'll never be beyond your reach


I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach


I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around


And the pure white snow that blankets the ground


I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond


The clear cool water in a quit pond


I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring


The first warm raindrop that April will bring


I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine


And you'll see that the face in the moon is mine


When you start thinking there's no one to love you


You can talk to me through the Lord above you


I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees


And you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze


I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep


And the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep


I'm the smile you see on a baby's face


Just look for me, Mother, I'm everyplace!




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